POST HUMO
Synopsis
ESTx offers a themed collection of demos, unreleased tracks, and remastered gems from across his music career — dating back to sessions for his debut record (Transient, 1995). This compilation acts as a 30th anniversary celebration for Eric S. Townsend in songwriting and production. Nearly every instrument and vocal is performed by the artist (exception being a live band performance). POST HUMO explores existential threats like greed, isolation, artificial intelligence, and other destabilizing factors with soul and conscience. The record closes with a narrative on the preservation of humanity, after the smoke clears.
“A hauntingly beautiful tribute to humanity, full of myrth and genius” …
”There’s something for everyone: delicious hooks, lyricisim, truth.”
Listen to the Record
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© 1995-2025 ESTx
This compilation of tracks recorded in Richmond and Fairfax VA, Washington DC, and Sultan WA between 1995 and 2025.
Program length is 1:00:01: a single second beyond the hour.
Engineered by Gavin Pearce, and Jeff Severson, and Eric S. Townsend. Remixed and remastered by Eric S. Townsend.
All instruments and vocals performed by Eric S. Townsend except where noted.
SUNFLOWER (live): electric guitar, lead vocals, Eric S. Townsend; electric bass guitar, Jim Baughman; drums, Greg Brandon; backing vocals, Jennifer Carney (Giancola).
BORROW ME: acoustic guitar, piano, lead vocals, Eric S. Townsend; acoustic bass guitar, Justin Poroszok; backing vocals, Jennifer Carney (Giancola).Cover artwork by Eric S. Townsend.
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Track length: 0:50
The F is for FIRE, especially forest fire. Fire was a vital force and survival tool at the dawn of man. Today, we have come full circle. Fire now represents one of the greatest existential threats to humanity, here on planet Earth.
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Track length: 4:24
V1
I’m of the formless, shape without a shape — because I flow across my mindscape. A chain to my shadow,
a voice upon a tape — my channeled dreams, can you relate?C
On a wavelength of shared strength: I listen, I glisten, I seek to demonstrate that two lovers can hover through respect of each other (though rarely touching common ground).
V2
Will you be silent is a space crammed with voices? Can you make peace with all your choices? Our notes of discord are necessary noises. Unannointed loves confides in hate.
C
B
The frequency of obstacles can often frustrate. They pry, they pull, and complicate. But from my angle, they’re signs that I appreciate: symptoms only a complex love could fabricate.
C
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Track length: 3:18
V1
Patience dear, why did you come here? I still can’t figure how we went south. Cadence here, can I get a little something dear? I still can’t get your taste out my mouth. High time: can we still be happy making love, staking above, getting down to truth? High time: shouldn’t we be happy binding ways, finding days to sanctify our youth?
C
Wishing omniscient could cultivate decision, cuz I can’t stand the time spent apart. Wishing omniscient —I’d sacrifice fruition. but I can’t replace my racing heart.
V2
Patience dear, why did you come here? Secrets, whispers — show me within. Cadence here, can I get a little something dear?I gots to find my center again. High time: shouldn’t I be happy seeing you, being blue, feeling so alive? High time: shouldn’t I be happy knowing bliss, snowing this, praying the day arrives?
C
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Track length: 6:11
V1
And I remember the first time you hid your shame. You walked over to me, eyes glowing without the sun. Soaking my skin, soaking the sin of godless souls. We hid in each other, we lulled in silent tones. We spoke to each other like lovers lingering on after the sound of foreign thoughts and sovereign talk. I felt at ease. Many a face, a penny, a place — a city’s full of compensate. Being with you is like seeing no one at once.
C
I could always lay my lips on you, but I couldn’t form the words to undo the blue. Is this the only way I’ve got to get through to you? Let the day die down, let the sound seep into you.
V2
Well, I remember the first time we played this game of match one to one like it’s the only time we’re ever engaged. Every time you needed me, I was somewhere else — trying to communicate in disconnected ways. Would you rather eliminate mystery, discovery, thoughts hovering over me — in favor of what you can see and touch and fuck up in a moment’s view?Let me take us back to the time, the smell of hell and heaven fighting over each of us — beauty beyond what we normally see.
C
I could always lay my lips on you, but I couldn’t form the words to undo the blue. Is this the only way I’ve got to get through to you? Let the day die down, let the sound seep into you. Let the day die down, let the shadows creep over you. Let the day die down, let the wind sweep over you.
Notes & Lyrics
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Track length: 3:32
C
Why do we gottu raise the dead, bring this ringing to our heads, spit the shit that we gone and said today? Why do we gottu raise the dead, piss our history upon the bed, dull our skulls with all that’s plain as fate?
V1
Open your mouth and what should fly south, a babbling gaggle of geese? Squawking and hawking, balking and chalking, baby let’s talk about peace. I’ve had a tough year, but now that you’re here, there’s got to be more better than bliss. Pour me some concrete, adore me more complete, our roots should be firmer than this. What’s in your eye? What constitutes lie: a twinkle, a stare, or a blink? Before the night’s through, I wanna feel you in ways more obscene than you’d think. I wanna turn you out, eliminate doubt, uncover the thoughts on your mind — that what we hold, we preach and unfold, is more than a past we can find.
C
V2
I can remember when I was a kid,
those monsters beneath my bed. I never did see one. It never did become material thing I could dread. But now that I'm older, and 50 times bolder, it's funny how things we can't pin consume us,
exhume fuss, doom and then gloom us — cut a relationship thin. What's in your hand? What constitutes band: the show or the time spend between? Before the night's through, babe I wanna heal you in ways more surreal than you've seen. I wanna lift the veil, relieve the braille of these fingers that long for the trail. Because sometimes we need to feed a new seed and wait for the guessing to fail.C
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Track length: 3:51
V1
Connect with me. Breathe on the other side. Connect with me. Believe what your mother hides. I could never lie to you, won’t be the guy to complicate the trust. Connect with me. Sleeve on this brother’s ride.
C
You are the one. Just as certain as the sun burns, we are spun. I’ve never felt so sure, or melt so pure once the day was done — coronation.
V2
Connect with me. Stare into a pool of pearl. Connect with me. Share what you dare not hurl. I could never shush your words, won’t be the guy to obligate your mind. Connect with me. Scare the worst half of this world.
C
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Track length: 5:39
S1
A window sill. The plum shade of evening devours my morning. Water me a liquid lullaby. Today tires me.
S2
Love blows your head up like a sunflower. And with your heavy head, you droop and fall amongst the shadows. With your blackened heart, you search for signs of life. But you cannot see the light flooding in through your window.
S3
Why do you try to kill me each time I hear your song? Words heal the dissonance within my busted soul.
S4
On a new day, on a new planet, with no air — no air of loneliness. I can be alone. Here, I stand alone. Here, I sing alone. I wonder: will I ever get through to you?
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Track length: 2:04
V1
If you should ever tire of the floating world, if you should ever want to see your hair in curls, if you should ever doubt that you’re my only girl...
C
No matter the present danger, treat me like a stranger.
V2
If you should ever want to drive a different car, if you should ever want to take that trip to Mars, if you should ever feel our love is drifting apart...
C2
No matter the present danger, or forces out to derange you — never feel you gotta change, or treat me like a stranger.
B
Minds rest, the days grow long, too easy to be bored. We could right a thousand wrongs that long for the sword — that cuts down fallen souls and keeps us feeling whole.
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Track length: 4:21
C
Maybe we got swept up in a state of sublimation, spirits left our bodies behind. Maybe what is left is in a state of decimation, never to be solidified.
V1
All places seem the same. All faces bear no name. Since I left my love, I can’t rise above. Say a prayer, weigh the air full of distances. I cannot share, cannot compare all the instances. I hate explaining eccentric id to those who’ll never know me the way she did.
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V2
All thoughts seem self-absorbed, all instincts self-adored. Since I left her arms, there is no calm. Say goodbye to the lie of a present tense. I cannot spare, cannot repair half my common sense. I hate retaining a hint of regret as the voices continue to beset.
C
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Track length: 4:14
C
Missing you, missing me, pissing off this misery — falling like blame, sleeping in the cracks of the sidewalk you traversed yesterday. Calling my name doesn’t heal the wound of conversation. Two perfect strangers stray.
V1
Slicing up the words we speak is delicacy — mincing meaning somewhere between dial tones, peppering the silence with our memories, serving up a mess of mixed messages.
C
V2
Forking over debts we owe in courtesy — eating almost two years of lost confidence, chewing on excuses for this distancing, swallowing the pride of two confused.
C
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Track length: 5:40
V1
Is this beginning or the end? Is this something we’ll defend? Are we truly synchronized, or is this something we’ll despise? How do you know when you first meet that somehow now your life’s complete? Because I had taken to the path and never felt like I was half. Is this beginning or the end?
C
Feeling less and less each day that I am reeling from the curses I had known. But feeling is more and more a luxury. I cannot trust myself to be alone.
V2
Is this beginning or the end? Is this something we pretend? Are we pawns the gods direct, or is this something more complex? How do you know from the first drive that two will remain side-by-side, and have no need to grab the wheel to say this ride’s no longer real? Is this beginning or the end?
C
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Track length: 5:46
Inspired by “The Birth of Venus, “ a painting by Sandro Botticelli (1486).
V1
Like a Venus on a half shell, too shy to embrace words — a sacred pearl neglects their sound and savors silence.
V2
I watch the wind try to taint her. I watch you wrap her flesh in your robes of reason. We all forget sometimes — love will not answer, and it’s better left naked.
C
Follow me, and I won’t hollow you. Borrow me, and I won’t sorrow you. The fatality of you and me is nourishment for decadence.
V3
Weeping willow, lift your spirits at the sight of her beautiful detachment. You know, I envy your ease of separation — for I’m only an artist.
C
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Track length: 4:16
C
Cruising the necropolis, buried under thunder seed. Praying that we will exist someday, without a single need — except for what we never see, for unity amongst our creeds, for lust of light and family tree, for nothing dead forever bleeds.
V1
How can one be a monopoly? Blind minds find a new design. How can I sit through the shit and spit, and not move as the song improves? How can it fly that people slide by? Sleep standing straight. Sheep branding hate. How can I live by the money sieve to die soul-broke?
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V2
How can I trick with a penny stick, poke fun with a broken pun? How can I sing what I cannot bring, tongue-tied in my rhythm ride? How can we act when our love is wack — pairing off the same, leaving talk lame? How can I sink into another drink and still find you?
C
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Track length: 5:57
Music from the previous track is played in reverse, so we’re running it back here for final commentary.
NARRATIVE
The last human standing on Earth is a person of understanding, instincts, and artistry. And yet, he is suspended along the string, without path or purpose, a tragic amusement. His emotionality and internal conflicts confound visitors to his once-flourishing planet. His cycling of alternative scenarios will never resolve or amount to anything, because none of his kind remains to listen. There is no consideration.
It is infinitely simpler for the others: want, seek, and take without negotiation or suggestion otherwise. Chemistry and means differ, but the others share two powerful evolutionary traits: urgency and stealth. They avoid announcement and they leave no trace.
No one anticipates or remembers. Time is nascent and only present. The void of recollection would seem superficial to human sentimentality, except when you weigh their impossible lightness of being. 0f course they can continue. It’s ironic, really, considering how often humans fancied themselves to be capitalists.
The last human survives the final atomic war, the destabilization of climate, and artificial intelligence in total isolation and meditation. When he emerged from the mantle, he was captured without signal. His existence was immediately made eternal by the Ecladeians. This was remarkably lucky. Had any of the others found him, humanity would be lost.
His knowledge was presumed to be redundant at the time of his hiding. Earth tech made sure of that. But the others who have since arrived show little interest in the machined. They’re fascinated by his imperfections, especially the nicks and scars about his hands. They stare as he carves wood.
As it turns out, wood is the rarest of materials. Unlike diamonds, which form under extreme pressure in many cosmic environments, wood is a product of a biology that’s only found on Earth. It’s why the others travel so far to experience it. Trees require liquid water, a stable atmosphere, and a remarkably complex ecosystem to rise.
The last human reads the trees. He comprehends the shift in density from early to late wood and back again. Every winter, when it becomes too cold to photosynthesize, growth pauses. When spring returns, it resumes. As it was in the time of jazz, the space between the notes always defined the music.
Trees have long provided the environmental archive: droughts, fires, pest outbreaks, and more. They speak to the future of Earth’s climate, if you know how to interpret the data. That humans never fully embraced the wisdom in trees became a contributing factor in their demise. In the end, they tore down or burned more than they planted.
The last human was once a young boy. His mother encouraged him to go outside, remove his boots, and walk the forest. She didn’t want him to disengage from society, sink into these machines, and dull senses. That his survival later hinged on leaving most of the natural world behind is the kind of strange lesson only Earth can cultivate and teach.
From the Producer
“It’s strange and wonderful how this project came about. It’s like these songs were meant to be together — in this order, for this moment in time. Remarkably, they were written and recorded over a span of more than two decades. But that’s how Prince compiled many of his records, so it’s a fitting approach for one of his faithful students. POST HUMO is a staunch defense of artistry in the face of obsessively linear thinking and technical outcomes. If we continue to vote against self interests, fail to steward our planet, and continue to subvert humanity under the influence of artificial intelligence, then that will spell the end of us.”
— Eric S. Townsend

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